I feel like being a freshmen in college is a lot of meeting new people, and a lot of answering the question of how you are and how you like your freshman year so far and honestly
a lot of Lying
It’s like no one actually wants to know that the first month of freshman year actually sucks. And that since you’ve been here you’ve been hurtled into a knew world where you experience all knew things, where you say goodbye to everyone you’ve known and where you live with a building of strangers that don’t care about you that much.
And I’m not typing this out to complain or anything. I just wanted some people to know the truth about how my first few weeks of college have been. So here it is in just a few words. It’s tiring and it’s lonely and it’s sad. But honestly it’s also crazy and enjoyable. It’s a whole new world and I’m both incredibly greatful/ excited and sad/ miserable at the same time.
I have no doubt that I’ll adjust
but for now… this is my college experience.
Long distance relationships are really tough. It’s like you both have these whole lives that neither of you are a part of. The best you you have at being a part of it is having the other person reenact what they remember with their words and some how try and imagine and understand what it must have been like. It’s like you just try and hold onto the fact that one day you’ll be a part of each others everyday again. But it’s kinda pretty sad.
remember when we became bffs in 10th grade?
remember when we both got accepted to Liberty?
because sometimes when I’m sad here I think about those things and I think it’s really cool. ❤️
life is kinda crazyy
sometimes we get a lot of homework done at the library
this is not of those times
file under “movies to watch when feeling sad”
Panda researchers in China wear panda costumes to give mother-like feeling to a lonely baby panda who lost her mother [x]
without context it looks like some guy disguised himself as a panda so he could sneak into their panda community and now he’s making a quick getaway with the baby panda
I just found a fruit snack at the bottom of my backpack and I ate it.…
that’s the kind of person I am
Sometimes you are brave and courageous and stressed out and falling apart all at the same time.
These things are not mutually exclusive.
today i wore a really comfy dress and danced to 90’s music and stressed a little but i had alot of orange juice and pretzels so all and all it was a pretty good day
I can’t believe how good home feels
I am so so happy right now ^____^______^_____^